Friday, 27 January 2012

When the night falls.

Three random thoughts on my mind.

1. To find out the purpose of my life (ASAP).
Which can also refer to the eureka moment when I finally discover where my passion lies in.

2. To be able to dress well, like people in tumblr and lookbook.

3. To be a good tutor.

Catch up with Tag and Monmon (& Ram) today. :) It's good to see them again. My friends (or is it me) seem to be in another dimension over the past few weeks. On a side note, the more I see Monice & Ram together, the more I think they'll last. Acting like an old married couple already.

Have been doing a fair bit of introspection and figured out what I need to do to improve myself.

Firstly, I have to stop complaining (or whining. OMG.) about stuffs and feel blessed for what I have. Secondly, I have to think more about others. Thirdly, I have to stop escaping from reality. Just face the damn thing, bitch.

There are so many things I should do to improve myself.

I want to learn 2 more languages. French and something else. & Improve my lousy English too. :(

I want to go for etiquette classes.

I want to be fit.

I want to learn.

I want to stop screaming at my parents when they annoy me.

I want to love everything I'm doing.

I want to leave no regrets (regret - not because I did something wrong, but not daring to dream big)

I want to start a business.

I want to do my best in everything I've decided to pick up (is there a limit to "your best"? Will I ever think that I've done enough?)

I want to have a dream.

I want to realise my dream.

My life is meaningless if I'm aimless. & the traces of donut-oil-taste that lingers in my mouth is truly revolting. I'm not eating donuts for life.

Good night blog. I need to eat less.

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